Xisayo 陈XINYAN

I made a biggest mistake that allow you to have a chances to hurt me , its my fault though , a wrong judgement of you, mayb you just dont suits me, mayb you're a nice guy but not for me / FYI : just like yiling say i'm not sad i'ma just feeling unhappy why things become like this, preharps Slient really means everything not used to belive in fate, but i've to belive in fate and i'm already following what fate wanted me to do , Meeting you is fate too, but the time is still not right / mayb this time round i'm unlucky but who know i'm lucky next ? WAHAHHAHA

Not long ago , i decided my fate

Back in blogging ! and yea, schools start at 9PM and OSA for first period was totally down and no mood for me and i dont even know what happen to me, mayb he dint text me ? sometimes i just dont understand what happen , anw do 2 assigment / and yea CSV next luckily teacher is sick so school ended at 11.35 ? HAHAHA and next train down to farrer park and citysquare with zhenyu and regina while bylene went home first, reach there thinking that i can get my pay end up donthave and head to foodcourt had lunch there and slack awhile train to sengkang and meet bylene at compasvale LRT station ? LOL and so me regina and zhenyu went to bylene's house and do some homework , slack and yea cassadi came next, slack awhile and around 4plus ave goodbye to bylene and her mummy and meet Dora while the rest head to pair ris (: , slack with her at RM and she sent me to the LRT station while she go find her friends, and me train to bugis and simlim , settle something there and meet joan at bugis's control station slack awhile and joan train to Jurong while me head home, now i'm doing bubble mask !  and although i donthave a VALENTINE but i want a VALENTINE present la !, shall off to shower HOHO anything text me (: bye humans !

I just wana a true love , is that so hard ?

Still not the time to let go

I'm back in posting ! i just feel like posting but dont really know what to post ? alright LAME / just woke up from my nap and cousin is coming to have dinner together ! and parents still not home yet while they're even working at SUNDAY ! SAYANG them <3 shall study and work very very hard in order to make them happy (: baby dint text me for the whole day and wonder what happen to him ): things just happened like this, and father comes home and tell me lets go buy CNY's goodie later on and pick mummy from her work was like yeppiiiie ! tmr is another school day, so many project is waving to me can ? alright GTG anything text me alright (: TAKECARE HUMANS

The ways of falling into love

Yawns , I'm finally back in posting , as ONSUGAR keep giving me problems / things go round and round 01022010 ? Not to it susposed to be, i just hope to settle down and go back to it starting point , life is like a battle field , but humans is always losing this war , in order to win , the first thing you gonna win yourself, but i'm always losing it till the end no one is winning / And yeaaaa have been going to school and sometimes school is just awesome with my dearest classmates ! love them many many ok ! i just hope march come faster s that i can have my 3weeks holiday and ITFAIR ! i'm so dam broke now can ): anw CNY and valentine is coming ! 14th of feb ! and i'm going to malaysia as usual , i wana collect ANGBAO but end up is in RM , CUTE right, is like wth can ANd projects is killing me, i am not in the mood on doing projects . shall chiong my CSV and EFC and yea now is SAT and its kinda boring can ? going church later on to listen a talk heard from esther and angie it will be a interesting one ! shall give it a tryyyy ! alright shall stup here ok , abit naggy BYEEE

You're just not AWESOME

我的爱只让你独自拥有

Things just goes on and on :X days keep on passing and now is gonna be end of jan days just passlike that even me also dontknow what to do , a blink it will be another year right ? / anw yesthday wake up around 9 plus use computer till 11plus till joan called me and prepare end up she haven even bath ==" so watch drama till she's ready 终级三国 and  下一站,幸福 and that drama is awesome so touching and nice can ! so around 2plus joan text me and leave house to her house nearby met her and walked to bus 28's bustop and took to oldforks, bring ahgong out and around 3plus train down to cityhall , and she tolds me thai express's tomyam mine steamboat is nice so decided to give it a try and walk to marina square and and give it a try and that mini steamboat is real awesome the tomyam is omg nice~ LOL and stay there for 2 hours ? i think have , and walk around marinasquare and decided to go funnan so walk back to funnan head to auntie's jenny shop and L3a slack awhile and leave funnan after yiling's call and walk to marinasquare met her and decided to catch 9.05PM 's TOOTH FAIRLY and while waiting for the time accompany yiling to subway to have her dinner and after that yh came and its 9 head to cienima and yea 2hour's show rate it 3/5 somehow its funny and its 4months that i had watch a movie i rmemeber my last movie is ICE AGE if me no wrong had been so busy about stuffs and work , and yea movie ended at 11PM , and waited for yiling's friend head out chillchill , and cab home with joan yea reach home @ 12AM plus ? and bath sleep , and today wont be going out as i'm like broke ? ): so yea tmr is another day having CSV progress test and osa comfirm will be learning new topic its call MINUS if i;m not wrong ? life goes like this study study work work and play ? :X and yea so nothing much for me to blog my blog is like dieing ? onsugar dont even allow me to post pictures lo ! so stay tune @ check out my facebook @ add me email (: takcare

不能牵的手

Somehow its hard to say GOODBYE to your love ones

Life is always like this / dont even know what to do , this few days school life is always standard routine lessons after lessons sometime just dislike this kind of life but atleast its better then work right ? people do agree / anw today school end @ 4plus and meet priscilla @ bedok inter while my beloved's went home and yup waited for the shuttle bus to ikea and chatted with her and she's like crazy-ing on someone, but still i can understand her feeling (: LOL reach ikea @ 7 , and had dinner over there and walk around taking photos and yea cab home and reach home @ 9plus ? and i'm so tired and just feel like blogging in order to not let it dead , tmr is another school day another day that i feel myself wanting to study hard but just too tired / but i know CHANXINYAN always can do it ! POLY anything nothing mucchh byeeee !

Learning is a process of sucessing

Quarrel makes us even driff why you till now still dont understand ? naggings make me even . . . idiot or what ? things are always not getting what it susposed to be, seriously everything seems to get downwards , life is always like that sometimes i just hate it , ahla tmr's lesson is from 8AM till 5PM can you imangine ? omgggg ! can uploads photos and i dont even know why , sucks right ? anything just contact me thru 90681270 okay ! byeeeee

That will be the hardest goodbye you ever gave me

Finally another post of mine, always goes like lasttime blogger gives me problem now onsugar gives me problem was like what the hack ? nervmind life is always like this up and down nothing much to say i just wana blog dontknow why should i accpet you ? but i was afriad to be hurt are you really the one ? nah that not my type . life is always like that had a hard time deciding what should we want right ? ,  hope nexttime onsugar wont give me problem oh ! 海派甜心 is awesome nice seriously ! luo zhi xiang so CUTE , and who wana aask me out ? i'm bored nowwwww takecare !

再见了不要回头

一厢情愿的喜欢你

Finally onsugar allows me to post !, so yup back in blogginggg ,today school ended @ 2.30 ! cheers ok / lessons to me are awesome and i dontknow why i always fall alseep during EFC which is my class CA and somehow i dislike her . LOL nevermind one year only right ? and mayb i'll consider to go back to work @ notebook.com or newstead doing parttime sales / on weekends thinking i can cope anot ? should i or shouldnt me ? idontknow / HOHOHOHO tmr 8am till 11AM ! jealous ? and yuppie anything contact me thru phone @ 90681270 i'm just BORED feel like sleeping now and the time is 4.57PM byee humans

人心难测

Newest place Newest Tears

Back in blogging , to them , nothing to say , stop (: today , schooling and i love my LLA teacher she's AWESOME infact my teachers in simei are awesome only some . . . alright tmr got inter school tele match i'm inside oh ! after school comfirm will chiong to funnan and work for sky's show so people come down to funnanITMALL / i miss funnan mates ! and visit me if best buy HP lappy from me (: alright anything text me @ 90681270 can liao tmr gonna wake up @ 5.30 and gonna reach school at 7.30 omgggg ! byeeeee humans !

眼泪是真贵的

如果没有你日子照样过

Back , still the same thing same old thing keep contiue here and there, when it can stop ? repeat here and there naggings here and that , somebody says , when can i stop getting nagging ? she still treat me the same way , no diff from PRIMARY , SECONDARY , and now ITE still no freedom ? nah donteven have mine own freedom , still the same curfew over and over again , never stops wana make myself dam busy , with schooling and work , but yiling ask me i can cop meh ? the ans is , mayb ? or even mayb not, actually i decided stop working only work fairs because studies, but now ? even i never work , stay @ home still get the same thing ? also useless right ? same life same rountine same mother same mouth same mindset / FYI , nah i'ma not even sad just feeling dissapointed , this is my blog whatever bull shits i wana write is my problem right ? non of people's problem out there, NO NOT , anw third day , begins to concentrate and yup higher nitec ! wo yao ding ni le (: break time with my dearest classmate they were awesome ! jokers, i love being jokers LOL anw mummy is staring at me , fcuk up biatch , sua nevermind REN then goodnights readers , anything contact me thru phone ! <3